You know things are going badly when...

You can't think of any reason for being where you are, especially when you have the resources to move anywhere you would like to go. I find myself in that situation now. Why am I staying? I haven't really enjoyed myself in a very long time. One problem is I wouldn't know I was enjoying myself it it bit me in the butt. I like sex and chocolate in that order. I don't seem to enjoy anything else as much. Chocolate is losing it's appeal as sex gets less frequent. I am even losing the desire for sex with my partner as she denies me more often and claims she has not enjoyed it in a very long time. "It hurts", she claims. I ask her if she has any desire and she says, "No". Being her fourth, or technically fifth husband if you count the one ex she married twice, I guess she is just tired and wore out. I think I need to find someone else. She said she would always take care of my needs and now she can't. She claims I bother her all the time. Well, I am tired of having to ask, and then find out she only did it out of duty. Now she doesn't even do that and does not seem to notice she is driving me away. It would be easier to start a whole new relationship than to try and fix this one. I am getting too old and she is obviously too old as her body is falling apart.

The Door Is Up

I finally got the front door on the old house up!

This was supposed to symbolize that I was done with the remodel job.

Actually, I only have to touch-up some paint in the house, and tile the small entry by the front door and I will be done.

Yeah!!